</3 Bethany's Poetry Center <3(More than one Poem)

^_^ splendid, simply splendid ^_^

that means alot considering how much i love poetry

Bethany I love your poems..KEEP TYPIN THEM!

~whispers~ I love you 'sister'

This kinda fits how I feel right about now...

("...the trick with photobucket is to open up an account first, then either transfer pictures from other albums to it, to post elsewhere that is, or post directly from photobucket, editing any picture that then goes dead by way of you album, simply photobucket doesn't tell one if the album is disused, and for that reason then imageshack is better as the pictures don't die on one so much..." mentioned the goblin)

'Sister' I better see you at school! If you arent there you will be in trouble!

Love you 'sister'

Sorry I wasn't at school! My bus didn't run!

Oh noes!!! buses are unreliable.

I know, right?

especially when you need to get somewhere and they seem to come slower than usual..BUT....when you just want to ride around they are there whenever you need em.

Not that kind of bus... A normal school bus... My parents don't like those kind of buses but I love walking places... OMG MY HEAD HURTS... I'm gonna sit here and type out my poems!

my head hurts too. yellow school buses remind me of death twinkys...i FAIL

Lol no you don't fail! I do... Here are some poems I posted on my myspace...

Poem- When We All Die...

What happened to this world?
Everything is disappearing!
Life is going to be gone,
but the one thing I won't miss when we all die,
is all the pain that we all felt.
And the tears, we all cried.
And all the fears,
that made us too scared
to live or the imperfections,
which we all had...

Poem- Suffered

You have made me suffer
so much pain and it's unbearable.
My heart aches for you.
You'll never understand my pain.
You are with her and it kills me.
You sit there watch.
I have SUFFERED!

Poem- I Am Leaving

One day she wont be there...
to tell you its okay...
so you better realize...
she isnt here to stay...
She can only do..
so much to help you...
She isnt a superhero...
She feels like a superZERO...
She cries over you
Until almost past two
then she falls asleep
because her body is so weak...
she cares about you
but she is about to quit
she cant take...
all the bullshit!
so keep not wanting
her to help you
because one day
she will not help
and you will be hopeless
her words mean nothing now
but they should mean a lot
one day you will want her there
to tell you it is all okay...
And she is leaving...
and not going to hep you...
Guess what...
I am leaving...
You don't care...
My words mean shit...
So guess what...
I QUIT!

Poem- I Would Die To Protect You.

dont fight please.
I dont want you to fight.
I am afraid you will get hurt...
And it will be my fault...
Because I didn't try to stop it...
I love you...
I will die to protect you...
You won't listen to me...
I keep begging you to listen...
But you refuse to hear me out...
I can only help so much...
I feel like I am going crazy...
Your life is more important than my own...
So I will die to protect you...
I will die for you...
You are my best friend...
And if I die for you...
Tell everyone I was there til the end...

Poem- Shoot Me.. freak Life...

This is so fucking stupid....
I can't take it anymore...
Blow my fucking brains out...
And end my stupid life...
Who gives a freak...
If I die anyway...
Because I'm too hated....
To make it through the day...
You stupid girls&boys...
Claim you love me...
Then go and break my fucking heart!
I'm sick of bullshit...
Shoot me and freak LIFE!
Who needs it anymore?
I am honestly getting sick of life!
Bitches wanna freak with me...
go ahead cause I am giving up...
I hate life...
So you wanna know what?
SHOOT ME!
BECAUSE I SAY freak LIFE!
I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE!
SEE THE DOOR?!
IM OUT!

Poem- Sorry.

Our fingers fit perfectly together.
I was suprised.
It was so wierd.
Maybe in some way we were meant to be.
I am sorry.
One day you will forgive me.
I can't take this anymore.
My life is over.
I didn't mean to ruin you.
I won't last for long.
Soon the drug will take effect.
This is my last farewell.
I can't hurt you any longer.
I don't want to ruin 9 years of friendship.
I know our hands fit perfectly together.
And that we love eachother.
We ruined all that.
And I want it back.
I knew it would never last.
The feeling I miss.
But maybe dying is for the best.
Because my life was a test.
And I failed it miserabley.
Sorry.

Poem- I'm Sorry.(originally wrote for my best friend Jordan Kitching.)

I went to see a therapist,
she asked me if I felt sad,
I thought of you and said yes.
I'm sorry I cut,
and I that I wont stop.
I'm sorry I'm imperfect,
and I'm glad you're not.
I'm sorry I fell for you,
I'm sorry for what I put you through.
I'm sorry I almost died,
I'm sorry its true.
Thinking of life without you,
Makes me feel blue.
You are my best friend,
and I have fallen for you.
I know sorry won't help,
But I wish it would.
If I could,
I would take it back.
My therapist said I did good,
Up until she asked me what I feared,
And I said Losing someone I love.
I have to destroy myself,
Because I hurt you.
These cuts on my body,
Secretly spell out your name..

Poem- He Inspired Me.

I stare with hopeful eyes
and a broken heart
at the one I love,
to wish he would hold me close
and say he loves me.
My heart yearns to be healed
because every kiss,
every touch,
everytime I see him,
and every wish I make on the stars
make my heart jump
because I know he's not loving me.
He's loving some other girl
and holding her close,
whispering to her of sweetnothings and promises.
He looks at me with hopeful eyes
and I just pretend to be happy for him.

Poem- Falling Apart...(not done)

I'm sorry there is no shine in my eyes,
I'm sorry my voice is now dull and uncaring,
I'm not going to change,
But I will tell you that...
I am falling apart...
I am screaming inside....
I am trying to disappear...
I am trying to make it right...
but it's hard... I'm only one person...

Scars&Broken Hearts

Scars and Broken Hearts...
Aren't how we fall apart...
death and sorrow..
will come tomorrow...
kill me before i cry...
because im gonna die...
love and happiness...
sounds like bliss...
how can i accomplish this?
I'm gonna scream&shout... to tell you what I'm about... I have a voice... I'll use it..Its my right.. And I'll abuse it...

Butterflies&His Eyes!

<3 I don't know how to explain it but when he looks at me I think I have Butterflies the color of his beautiful eyes... <3

Did you..?

<3
When I said I loved you;
I meant it;
But when you said you loved me;
Did you mean it?
</3

I'm an idiot...Because I miss you...

Yeah, I said I'd be gone...
Yeah, I said you'd miss me...
Because all time you dissed me...
I remember when you would kiss me...
I remember my heart beat...
And the sound of you talking..
And I miss you're scent...
It was so lovely...
I know that you miss me...
And the face may depress me...
But I need to move on...
Let me mind choose for me...
Because the smart choice...
May be better than my heart's choice...
I can't be perfect...
Neither can you...
This is my farewell...
That I bid to you...
Yeah, I miss you...
But I don't want to...
Yeah, I cry over you...
But the tears are a sign of loss...
Because I lost you...
People make mistakes...
Maybe I'm an idiot...
But I've forgiven you...
Because like I told you...
We are forever friends...
And forever is a long time...

Poem- Just some thoughts in Poem Form...

I remember when Barbies were cooler than boys.
& cooties was the worst disease ever.
&broken hearts only happened when your best friend moved away.
&love was only a fairytale
like Cinderella or Beauty and The Beast.
& when babies were dropped off by the stork.
&When mommy and daddy
were the ones you looked up to.
What happened?

Okay so this is all for now...

AAARRGGGHHH! TO MUCH READING!But good poems.


I love you 'sister'

Thanks; most of them are things I wrote while crying...

remember when Barbies were cooler than boys.
& cooties was the worst disease ever.
&broken hearts only happened when your best friend moved away.
&love was only a fairytale
like Cinderella or Beauty and The Beast.
& when babies were dropped off by the stork.
&When mommy and daddy
were the ones you looked up to.
What happened?

-Dark_Spinning_Fairy-

Thank you for that =] It's nearly perfect!

Beth that last poem is a part of a song :/

Really? I didn't know... I had wrote it down in my poem "growing up" when i was like 9 and found out my dad was diabetic. Cause I stopped playing Barbie about that time...

Hey...I love your poems....I miss you at school..Why isn't your bus runing...Oh and you need to teach me more bout this site... Lolz love ya sister

Actually I pretty much ditched today... I sat up all night crying... I just wanted to stay home and never leave my room... I cried everytime someone said the slightest mean thing to me even if it was joking... I'm so stressed Mt. Dew.... Idk what to do anymore...

I am stressed too..Guess what I found out.. (evesdropping).... My parents have filled for divorce.....And my mom about bite my head of yesterday....I cry when alone.....But she doesnt know that

the goblin, creature that he was, was not without some understanding on this subject too, saying "...sometimes, it is just better like this, and ones role now is not to take sides here, just to be strong in yourself, as a lot of doubt and guilt will be flying around I'm sure, and how children often flay themselves over their parent's devoice where what they miss seeing is just how much this is a chance to prove themselves here...", somehow the goblin kept remembering Seneca's famous line "misfortune is the chance to show character", besides, goblins are not very good at giving hugs here, "...ah but we''re good at listening..." said the goblin again, he always listened

Awh... Makayla... I'm sorry... I love you and I'm here for you...

I love you to bethany..... It is just I saw my family of four was perfect until I relized I had a dead brother and then my grandmother died...So I tried to image my family of three to be perfect...I can't take this spliting up....

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww im soo sorry pplz D:....-hugs lilm- Im here fo uz